Its now going on nearly 4 weeks since the tidal wave hit. I'm back at work now and find it somewhat of a haven. A place that I can actually give my brain and heart some 'Time Out'. As for my beloved I am worried he is losing himself to himself. He is extremely unwell. I can love him, support him and be there for him, but I can't fix him. Its so very painful that at times when I get home I crumple in a heap on my bed and cry,whilst everyone else in the house is going about their business. When I'm feeling up to it I shall post more.....